Journal 9/15/25

Finally got around to making a journal entry, gonna update it through the day. but I probably got a lot of work to do anyways... might finish this at home. lord.

It's 9:36am, I'm In world history. There's nothing due today so I get to write a little bit :-) Yay! I've been listening to alot more of hank williams Jr. and Waylon jennings and they're soooo cool to me, especially hank.... was dying to open my laptop to listen to music but I left my wired headphones at home so I don't think i'm gonna be able to listen to music in a little while. womp. I've been replaying "OD'D in denver" By hank a lot, Might try and learn it on guitar. It might be a chord I don't know though. I don't feel good, maybe it's cause i've been coughing more recently or cause of my medicine, I just don't really know and I can't go home for it cause the truck broke. grrrr.

Nothings really going on in my head except for the fact I gotta sing in front of a lot of people wednesday, usually i'm comfortable when I know people who aren't good singers are there but I know all of them are average or better so I'm terrified since i'm not gonna sing something they all like. I've been thinking about changing the song last minute to something that wouldn't be as embarassing, is "Delta dawn" by tanya tucker too y'know... Gaudy? None of them probably even know the song.... Jeez i hope someone likes it and tells me, I feel awful already. I think i have another test today. Hopefully not, but i think its in math today. I feel like throwing up.

I should've brought some water or something, if I pass out or throw up my grandma isn't gonna be able to pick me up cause the truck funking broke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I only went to sleep at like 8pm and I'm so tired, I need today to go by fast. I wish it was still the weekend. There's no holidays this month....but we're halfway through the month and that means there *is* holidays in october so I just need to be patient. I will B OK!

This class is almost over, like in 13 minutes. I really miss the A/B day schedule, let me do more in a day rather than having to rush everything. someone smells nice, don't know who though. I'd Kill for a nap later, since i'm not going to the rehearsal i can. but i'll probably be wasting time. just another hour 'n i'm at lunch, I can draw, then I go take another test in geomtery , then the last 2 hours are a lot more easy going. I'd like to see Ms. Vias, see if there's any updates on my lamb. I'd be fine if i didn't take care of one this year but i'm still interested. It'd be nice, plus it'd get me to the steers sooner.

I want to be like hank williams jr. I wish I was a man so I could sing like him, If i was a man I woulda been best friends with my ex and he probably would still like me now. but I'm a girl he's probably telling stories to his girlfriends about how 'obsessed' i was with him.