Journal 9/22/25

I am soooo tired, i need some aspirin and vodka. I just wanna go home and sleep, but thank God this hour is makeup and i have nothing TO makeup.

My intestines are doing horrible things to me and im dehydrated. my friend wont text me back, my other friend didnt sit by me in biology. i have HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!maybe i should just take a nap instead of making a journal entry cause gosh do i feel like nosferatu.

i have a thing for daryl dixon right now idk. i should draw something, just dont know what to draw, and i only have like... 20 minutes. grr. Im going to try and draw anyways, just for funsies.

My friend is so silly i love her, she told me she felt like no matter what crazy thing she tells me i wouldn't act weird about it. i am proud to be that kinda person, im non chalant....asf....! she reminds me of sage, gosh i miss sage. ms. bezolds playing some good music today, i think i have a test though so ungghh,,,,, i also have picture day tomorrow with her too. i really need to make my hair look nice. lawrence comes back today, i hope we eat something good for dinner when we pick him up.....

Just finished my test, got an 86% which is a B but ughhhh I could've done better. It's gonna hurt my grade cause its not an A. I hope my friend comes to rehearsal with me, cause i'll freak out if she isn't. i oughta just hide in the bathroom. Well i oughta!!!!!!! lawlll. i cant wait to get home, to be honest it'll end like 15 minutes from when i usually get off the bus so its not a big deal. my mamas picking me up so hehehehe. 4 minutes till i go to the rehearsal, i am not excited at all. rehearsals used to be like super exciting for me but now its nerve wracking cause its just...teenagers in chorus....not even really like, *passionate* about any of it so.

im gonna ask my mom if i can go to the karoake thing but we're picking up some people that day so im not sure...my friend will b there... i wanna really bad.. gotta go neow :-(((